Me and Saugata (name changed) are childhood friends. We went to school together. Home is also nearby. So our friendship is quite strong. Now both of us are studying in two different universities. Communication is the same. No distance was created in friendship either.
But the incident for which I am writing this letter is somewhat strange. I never told anyone about that incident. Couldn't tell. Saugata's life is largely connected with the incident. But I could never tell him about this incident. I'm still going with a khachchchani in my mind. Sometimes I think what should be said to Saugata? This letter is to know that.
Let's get to the story. That was several years ago. Then we read in class nine. I have been traveling to Saugata's house since my childhood. I used to go, sometimes my parents also used to go. Saugata's parents, I mean those whom I call Kaku-Kakima, also used to come to our house.
I used to stay at their house some nights. Sometimes Saugata used to stay in our house. Not only for talking or chatting, we used to stay together for studying too.
About such a day. Sougat came to our house the previous evening. We studied together. He was supposed to leave. But after some time we decided to play some video games. So everything was gathered. After playing for some time, I became so lost that I did not realize when the hours had passed.
Dizzily, on a phone. Sougat is called by his aunt. It must have been 10 o'clock at night. I don't know what he asked, Saugata looked at me and said, 'Should I stay here tonight?' I said, why not!
I immediately ran to tell my mother that Saugata would be staying at night. As a result, food should be prepared. I don't know the next part of Sougat and Kakima's words on the phone.
Anyway, Saugata stayed at our house that night. The next day was probably our school holiday. Because as far back as I can remember, we didn't care about going to school. Most likely it was Sunday.
After waking up in the morning, I noticed that one of my books was left at home. And that book is needed that day. I told him that. He is still rolling in bed. He told me that I should bring the book from his house. 7-8 minutes walking distance between our two houses. I repeatedly said, I don't want to go. But Saugata said, he will sleep for some more time. I brought the book.
Saugata had a key to his house. I took the key from her bag and headed towards their house. Sunday is a winter morning. There are less people on the streets. Two storied house of Saugatas. I unlocked the outer door and entered. This work had to be done occasionally. Because he used to throw the key from the balcony of the second floor. As a result, I knew very well how the door opened.
Kaku-Kakima lived on one floor. In the bathroom on the second floor. I went straight up the stairs to the second floor. The door of Saugatar's reading room is wet. I went in and looked for that book. Suddenly, there was a humming sound from the next room, which was Saugata's bedroom. I got the book soon. When I heard the sound, I thought that someone was in pain, that's why it was humming.
Saugatar quickly left the reading room and went to open the door of the next room. There was no knock on the door. When I opened it, I was shocked by what I saw. I saw, Kakima. With one person. Probably Kaku. Although I did not understand then, I clearly understand now that they were having physical relations. Neither of the two noticed that I opened the door and looked. I also slowly closed the door again as before. I was quite ashamed about it. Kaku and Kakima should not be seen in that state.
After that, I came out of Saugata's house with the book in my hand. I closed the door as before when leaving. I gave the lock. Only one thing was not clear, because they were not safe, why they slept in his room.
Anyway, thinking about these seven or five, I am returning home. Suddenly a familiar voice was heard. "Where the hell did I go?" I was a little shocked. Because look, uncle. I mean, Saugata's father. I cannot express how shocked I was that morning. I said nervously, I went to bring a book. I saw that he was a little annoyed. But he didn't say anything.
From then on everything was normal, but somewhere there was something left. Saugata is still the same. The relationship with him deepened. But Kaku-Kakima seems to avoid me a little after that day. Has the heart remained? Kaku knew everything? What happens? Should I ever tell Saugata the whole thing? don't know Hence this letter seeking advice.
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